he's got me lovestoned.

wow.finally.

2007-08-05T17:54:00.000-07:00

yeah, baby.

finally.

access to internet! freeeeeeeedom! XD

and yes, what a hectic week. i am never gonna join performing arts again even if i have to. NEVER. even if i love it oh-so much, im seriously never gonna join some aesthetics cca.

maybe i should have joined badminton or something cos its sporty and you only have to bring your face towel, racket, socks, shoes whatever not as long as you dont need much brainpower. i want something relaxing, not something that needs lodsa time and effort. relax your brain, maisy, that's what my conscience's telling me.

so if any of you happen to be in the same jc as i am please please PLEASE remind me to join a sport. thank you.

everybody knows i'm a little insane, but do ya still want me?

हह!

2007-07-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Yeah..I guess she's on your mind eh?

well, this week have made two horrifying discoveries that totally ruined my heart..

TWO OF MY CRUSHES GOT GF ALR!

aiayh its not that i want then to be my bf, its just that i want to like them "safely", as in, no interruptions. no see other girl go fling her arms around his freaking neck.

GRRRRR. cannot take heartbreak anymore.

wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf. and on thursday got alot of things happened and all of them are bad. yeah.

first, i keep banging myself on things. second i cant really rmbr. third my dad go cut his hair BOTAK. fourth my mom GROUNDED me. note: they all happened on thursday the twelfth, not friday the thirteenth! craplah.

and today i went for this perc. thingy at AMKSS. quite cool lah. went there with rayner, sat with xiaoxuan. xiaoxuan and i had fun making jokes and all and i was laughing off my seat! and silly xiaoxuan go send me this song called "LOLWTFOMGBBQM8". DAMN CUTE. LOLS.

and, my parents told me to hurry so much, i forgot to inform rayner i was going home with them! argh! i feel dang guilty and apologised like crazy to him. i only remembered when i received a call from him and he was like asking "where are you?" and stuffs. my parents were like scolding me "why you never tel him you see ou see he's all alone you ah bad friend" and i was so depressed just over that i ate dinner super fast and a lot.

sigh..thats all for now lah. just now somebody asked me what was this word in malay and i was so stressed i can even think what the word was..it was on the tip on my tongue, i swear! and im typing this like real slow cos i have this freaking plaster on my finger. how it got there? long story.

and i still havent done childcare centre thingy.

ATEST

2007-07-01T04:31:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

diego

2007-06-09T14:14:00.000-07:00

i love you.

व्त्फ लह.

2007-06-09T13:39:00.000-07:00

omg i got 88.57% for the ace-learning thing!
and i did it in 4 hrs!

im so bloody stupid.

quick one

2007-06-06T17:15:00.000-07:00

i am starvingggggggg.
and that's all i can say.
for now.

हूट.

2007-05-31T15:28:00.000-07:00

i'll just slap on a smile and move on with life. :)

im बैक!

2007-05-19T13:47:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey

im BACK

was longg gone cos of exam period.

and so far, i calculated that i have 4as, 1b and 1c?

i think lah.

anw, last thursday, went to jp to watch spiderman 3. woohoo! with shahirah, weiling, huiying and joey! it was sad and funny lah. the storyline's quite OK. some parts were quite predictable. but overall, like i said,it's OK. for seven bucks, it's quite worth it. just that some people behin me wre irrritating. like, they were laughing at peter's nerd face and making fun of his name saying 'peter f**ker' instead of parker. and somebody shot ice at my head. during the movie. =) and everybody 'chiong-ed' (am i using it right?) for the waste chambers (the toilets) right after the movie ended. which was quite hilarious to me. i was the only one not "chiong-ing" for the toilet la. cos i was too engrossed in the movie i didnt drink at all. anw, i "kapoh-ed" everybody's food and drinks cos i didnt have enough dough (money) to buy my own food. and, worse of all, after the movie, i developed fever, blocked nose and sore throat which now has turned into a very badd cough. ouch.

haha. anw, happy 14th birthday jabbar! you know i have this tradition of sending birthday wishes at exactly 12 in the morn so i set up the alarm at 12am today and when it rang, i accidentally sent the birhtday message to...my mom. oops. haha. at 4 plus, early five, i checked my sent messages to see if i really had sent the message to jabbar and when i realised i sent it to my mom, i quickly sent another one to jabbar. silly me. -.-

well...i've finally updated you guys. thats all i have to say.

EMO.

2007-05-03T18:46:00.000-07:00

I LOVE GUYS WHO NATURALLY LOOK EMO BUT REALLY ARENT ON THE INSIDE. :)

fergalicious

2007-05-01T12:28:00.000-07:00

HERE ------ fergalicious.

my latest skin. quite simple though. i love CURLY skin the best.

im bored. so here i am, designing blogskins. i am supposed to be studying.

whatever.

well anyway, happy belated birthday to kang sheng and the pink fweak. :)

and for those who have forgotten to bring your health booklet yesterday, pls rmbr to bring it tmr.

bravo to hidayat for being the first to hand it up yesterday. CHEERS! :D

well anw, so. erm. byyye.

btw, MAY DAY MAY DAY MAY DAY!!! enjoy your holiday.

heyhey

2007-04-29T17:41:00.000-07:00

hey...i made this new skin. i know the entry area is quite small and all, but...well, i was lazy to make it bigger.

well, just submitted a new skin.

curly is beautiful

so well...yeah.

and well happy birthday, afiah. im so bloody pissed off today.

so. yeah. that's about it. tml all the brisbane going peeps are meeting in the dance room 3 at 1.15pm. i hope and pray it's good news. i really do. been waiting for this moment for a very very long time.

bully

2007-04-24T22:51:00.000-07:00

walao. the day after tmr malay already lah.

anw, today aft sch, i accompanied shahirah and weiling and huiying to the library. cos they need to do geog proj mah. so i just sit down in one corner and read this book about a girl being bullied by her stepdad sexually and stuffs. quite good lah.

i tell you ah, that day i kept bumping into that sundheep. then weiling they all say its fate. -.- i wanna shoot myself right there and then.

but but but it was quite fun later on me, shahirah, sundheep, divesh, rohit(or is it roheet?), atiqah, weiling, huiying, and many more all sit one table and talk. about umm. you know lah. and its quite funny. cos i dont know alot of things but they do so they explained to us and now i feel like my head is heavier due to over flowing knowledge of "facts". and those "facts" are SO not useful for my upcoming exam on thursday. :)

oh btw we did arm wrestling too. in the library. and we were making so much noise the library dude kept warning us again and again. and imagine, we had THREE COUNCILLORS with us! and they were contributing THE MOST to the noise pollution. IMAGINE THAT.

and im still hooked on "THE SHARPEST LIVES" by MCR. cant get it off my mind. :)

and whats with keqing and twit language? today he said to me in class, "MAISYZ I LOVEZ TWITZ LANGUAGEZ" something like that and hidayat and shahirah and jinhan all were laughing. i dont understand this twit language at all. and haha jinhan thanks for showing me that money thingy. funny leh. :D

and btw i saw this domokun picture and it reminded me of somebody in class so much. here it is.

can anybody take a guess? bwahaha. :D

PHOTOS!

2007-04-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

WAHAHA! took this in a retail store in spore i think? fugly, right? they're giving hippos a bad name, man. since when do hippos wear lingerie? -.-

BRENDON URIE IN HIS YEAR BOOK! nerdy, right? next photo is his transformation...

TADAA!!! wahaha. brendon urie NOW. so cool and cute. SEE? what does this mean? nerds can get cuter or prettier when they grow older kay...so dont judge our looks yet. =P

DOMOKUN!!! TIP: PLAY THIS ANIMATION WHILE YOU HEAR THE CHORUS OF "MONSTER" by the automatic. DAMN HILARIOUS, MAN!!!

SHIT, HIPPO, SHIT! this is my hippo scattering its shit all over the place to mark its territory. :)

BWAHAHA!

HOW?!

2007-04-23T18:31:00.000-07:00

how can you tell if a guy likes you?

some guys will smile at you?
some guys will bully you?
some guys will be shy around you?
some guys will be arrogant in front of you?
some guys will show it to you?
some guys will sing their love to you?
some guys will make you laugh?
some guys will laugh at you?
some guys will act as if they hate you?

i dont really know. but i hope i will. soon.

and why is sundheep so angry with me? what have i done? wahaha. weirdo. :)

DOMOKUN!!!

2007-04-22T13:48:00.000-07:00

{o7} the surfer domokun
{o8} great adventures of domokun

HAHAS. I LOVE DOMOKUN! CANT STOP THINKING OF DOMOKUN.

:)

cute little brown thing.

:D

btw today curly is a little bit cranky, dont you think? ;)

haha. thats cos sunni not here today lah.

wahahaha.

THE SHARPEST LIVES

2007-04-21T15:48:00.000-07:00

WEE! WEE! loved this song long long ago but today i foun dthe time to post in the lyrics.

THE SHARPEST LIVES by MCR. enjoy. :)

Well it rains and it pours
When you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave

This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
[x2]

so yeah that's it. cool lyrics right?

btw, weiling and huiying, YOU WILL NEVER EVER FIND OUT WHO I LIKE. BWAHAHA! :D

I RAN TO MACRITCHIE, DUG A HOLE NEAR THE RESERVOIR AND DROPPED MY SECRET IN THERE. AND COVERED IT BACK WITH SOIL, LEAVES AND FLOWERS WITH LOTS OF EXTRA CARE. YOU SHALL NEVER FIND THE SPOT I BURIED MY SECRET, YOU SHALL NEVER KNOW WHERE. THOUGH YOU KNOW ITS COVERED WITH FLOWERS AND LEAVES, DONT FORGET- THEY CAN BE FOUND EVERYWHERE!

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAH! -laughs the EVIL MAISY.

haha. i know the poem's lame but i dont really give a damn. :)

btw i deleted the post to prevent anyone else from reading it if not on monday people will start asking me who the guy is. :)

WEE! WEE! I LOVE HIPPOS! <3

2007-04-15T23:03:00.000-07:00

{o5} RUBBER DUCKY
{o6} FASHION STATEMENT

YEAH, BAYBEH! TWO MORE SKINS! from ~bloflo(")!

COMMENT AND RATE, IF YOU'RE FREE. :)

BTW, TMR'S SCIENCE! AND RMBR TO BRING RECYCLING STUFFS, YEAH?

TAHHS.

SKINS. :)

2007-04-12T23:13:00.000-07:00

{o1} Behind Closed Doors
{o2} PINK HULK!
{o3} DEAD!
{o4} SEXY GREEN!

YEAH! ~bloflo(") YEAH!

haha. anw i will be changing to my sexy green skin very soon.

tahhs. ;)

BTW, TMR IS FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH! GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! HAHA. :)

YAHOO!

2007-04-09T21:28:00.000-07:00

YAHOO!!!

BAND received GOLD!!!

no GWHs this year!!!

YEAH! IM SO HAPPY. :)

yeah. i did the skin. quite simple lah. but the codings i just copied and pasted from the old one cos got alot of the same info lah. :D

BEHIND CLOSED DOORS! WEE! WEE! BY ~bloflo("). which is me. DUH.

i shall design a BETTER BLOGSKIN my friends. i shall and will. soon.

wee! wee! anw im so proud of CMB! rock on, yeah? YEAH! :)

ping pong said that the brisbane people are gonna be divided into four; and we get to choose our own groupings! wee! wee!

thinking of going with pingpong and banana. gonna take lots of pictures! :D

anyhow, keqing is bothering me alot. he's hitting me with keys and papers and im getting more booboos. :( someone suggested i get a boyfriend. i was like, ??? he added that maybe if my bf is protective and strong, he'll hunt keqing down. and beat him up. :) now that's what im talking about, baby!

haha. so well then. thats all i have to say for now. update soon. tahhs! :D

POP!

2007-04-08T17:35:00.000-07:00

POP! goes the weasel!

ohh...i see...lianny has gotten a SIDEKICK! hmmm, must find one too then. anybody here wanna be my sidekick? :)

wee! wee! today woke up late. woke up at 8.10am and realised that i have religious class at 8.30! woo! rushed like FLASH the superhero! love love love him! :)

MASMUKA? MASMUKI?

wee! wee! that's two ways of asking "whats your name?" in arabic. one is for guys, the other for gurls. i love arabic! wee! wee!

today nisa darling misplaced her phone! we were like looking everywhere for it. in my bag, in curly's bag, in nisa's bag, in the classroom, in the toilets, EVERYWHERE.

i was like, "eh you sure nis you didnt give fil or fazira? maybe it's with them."

"no! i dont think so. im sure i didnt give it to either of them. i remembered i gave it to you only," she said.

FINALLY, after years and years of searching, nis decided to go home. so i walked home alone. and was wondering where her hp could have been during the walk home.

when i reached home, i smsed her. saying, "eh nisa, you going to skul tmr?" something like that. i was wondering if the one holding it would reply.

what i got back wasnt an sms but a call. FROM NISA! i was like "hello?" and the person on the other line was like "erm do you know who this hp belong to?" and it was quite weird cos that person sound a little bit like curly. so i was like "erm...yah." then i could her muffled giggling coming from the other line. "haha! we found nisa hp alr lah you! its with fil all along!" then i was like "eh nisa how come it ended up with fil? i thought you told me that you didnt give it to her at all...?" then nisa was like "i dunno lah mais..." and finally we hung up. at least nis found her phone. i felt so relieved. :)

wee! wee! cant wait for tmr! its my band's syf day! BEST OF LUCK, CMB! JIA YOU! WE CAN DO IT! WE CAN GET GWH! yeah! :D

i really wish i could play but it seems like im not good enough...yet. but i will get better! soon! yeah! wee! wee!

haha tahhs then, friends.

.

2007-04-07T22:14:00.000-07:00

FOUND A GUY NAMED MAISARAH BIN HAMZAH. PRETTY COOL, EH? I THINK ITS AWESOME.

and i realised there are many maisarahs out there who are total bitches.

HAHA. AGAIN.

2007-04-07T21:38:00.000-07:00

i know im posting on the same day, but wth. haha. so sian eh.

flooded lianny's tagboard just now. as you can see on the tagboard, lianny strikes back! wee! wee! let the battle begin! wee! :)

haha.

chatted with her earlier on. then felt the urge to pee. this was what we said.

ME: wee! wee!
SHE: WAD
ME: need to peepee!
SHE: pee in ur pants lah
ME: i think i just did. HAHA.
SHE: eew. so disgusting.
ME: *quiet cos i went to the toilet at this moment. i ran so fast that i toppled this metal thing and made such a din everybody was like, "what HAPPENED?!" and i laughed my guts out in the toilet, so pleased that i didnt peepee in my pants :)*
ME: im back!
SHE: nxt time pee in ur pants
ME: OK. I WILL. I PROMISE! :)
SHE: eww.
SHE: gtg. bb.
ME: *hmmm, why so fast?* bye!

FYI, the words in asterisks were not in the convo. it was what happened after that and what i thought. HAHA.

and that's when i checked out my blog. to see lianny's flooding. on my tagboard. "BLUE IS NICER!" my foot, man. haha. no offence to blue lovers. i was just playing around. :)

HAHA, you should have seen me when i was laughing in the toilet. tears gushed out! haha. its seriously retarded to laugh in the toilet, alone. with lizards making their stupid noise around you. haha. wee! wee! :)

well then, let's see who i shall chat with now. hmmmm...

PHEW!

2007-04-07T21:00:00.000-07:00

PHEW! FINALLY! after 40 mins online, i can finally post!

that lianny lah. i ask her a question, she start calling me minah. whaddahellah, woman.

the definition of minah i shall type here. OK, what is the definition of minah? erm, lemme think about it. erm. erm.

a minah is a malay girl who is bothered by looks, dresses skimpily, cares about fashion, doesnt care what others think, rebel, fights back, bosses people who are nerds around, have a whole lifetime of make-up, dont like to study, makes fun of nerds and ugly people.

there. i've said it. that's what i think a minah is. cos i've been made fun of by a minah. and i hate minahs, not forgetting mats. i hate them for life. eternity. and i also hate mat and minah wannabes. so pathetic.

cant believe i fell for one. a mat, i mean. im not a les, kay? i was stupid then. but im not anymore. i just like normal nerds like myself. good in studies, like music, funny, childish and willing to sacrifice for me. :D quite simple, right? i guess my taste in guys now is not as awesome as my taste when i was much younger. i realised that as long the dude loves you with all his heart, and is not afraid to show it and not afraid to shout it out loud to the whole world, he's worth it.

it just takes a smile to get my attention. that's all. smile! and i'll smile back. :)

wee! wee! ah lian is away. BOO. no one to fight with. sad. :'(

but at least i finally get to post my entry!

haha. i like disturbing people. especially lianny. eh, but dont think that if i disturb you, it means i dont like you. it means i LOVE you, kay! dont take it the wrong way! it means i care for you too! i wonder why jonathan thinks i hate him. and he calls me a MONSTER! :( am i that bad? i just care more for you. in a platonic way, of course. pls, oh pls, dont think of anything dirty. i hope that jonathan will understand one day. i just dont want him to end up like me. thats why i apply more pressure to him. jonathan, jonathan. you hurt me alot when you called me a monster, but you dont know that, right? i dont normally get hurt easily but if my junior calls me that when i try to help him sincerely, it feels like a dagger is being plunged into my heart. seriously.

well. no one really understands my feelings, i guess. its hard to find a soul who really knows exactly how i feel and knows exactly how to cheer me up with a joke on a miserable day. but its OK i guess. i dont expect any of my friends to be that understanding. i really dont. i dont expect alot from my friends, anw. they are perfect to me already! :)

anw, gotta rush. tahhs! :D

in je library!

2007-04-05T14:37:00.000-07:00

hey hey!

im in je library right now with afiah right across me typing like a speeding train.

YEAH! X COUNTRY IS OVER!!!

tho i didnt get any sort of ranking, im still so proud of myself. :)

we ran at turf city over there lah.

afiah's dad sent us there.

he kinda made the wrong turn earlier on but fortunately, we got there on time!

yiippeee!

well, bumped into many of my juniors today!

weisheng, zhongcai, lynnette, rayner, xavier, farhanah, nadia, jonathan and more!

wee! wee! <3 my juniors!

haha. afiah's mom just rang her on her cell asking here where the heck she was (by the looks of it. im not really sure.) and affy looks so scared. haha. what a sight. OK, maybe not scared, but nervous. they're both different right?

informed my parents already(unlike afiah. tsk. what an irresponsible daughter. doesnt inform her parents of hre whereabouts. tsk.)HOURS AGO. and they were OK with it.

stupid lah si mariana tu. go hit me so hard on my right shoulder. she think i made of steel or what? she and her bandmaties. it's still stinging, man. ouch.

haha. if you are right here with me now you'll be seeing a messy fat girl still carrying her bag sitting down typing super slow and having a bright pink hankerchief on her head. its the 2000 pioneer primary school national day gift. lame maisy. :) oh yeah, you'll be smelling some medicated oil on me too. haha. having an earsplitting headache right now. hurts like hell. my brain is like, what? thudding? like my heart?

well...yeah. that's all im doing. sitting, blogging. what the hell? wanted to play badminton with the girls...but shahirah got hurt...shahirah, love you! <3 get better, woman! what a great friend she is. encouraging me all the way running. but she soon got faster lah. she sporty what. so i was running...alone. yeah. then i caught up with en chyee. we chatted and encouraged each other to run! sprint! dash! across the finish line. i gave such a wide smile when i crossed the finish line. (mr lim told me too. :D)

whoa...our class got third for girls' team thingy and FIRST for boys' team thingy! wee! wee! YEAH! ROCK ON, 2/1! btw, liu hao did really well. he came in 2nd for the boys! :)

oh oh i also nearly died FIVE times earlier on. FIVE TIMES! still have four lives left. :( i think im thinking about HIM wayyy too much. too much.

saw him so many times today. and went boiling mad when i did. dunno why. arent i supposed to be happy and smiling when i see him? i think it's bcos he's such an arrogant ass. or something i dont understand yet...OK, what the hell am i talking about? makes no sense to me. :S <-ok, what does this smiley mean???

erm, haha. affy looks bored and statue like staring at the computer screen, only moving her hands to click links and stuffs. haha. im also very very bored, affy. :) LET'S BE BORED TOGETHER! WEE! WEE!

OK, OK, think i better stop now. blogging about my day could be so addictive. haha.

WEE! WEE! TAHHS! :)

???

2007-04-04T20:16:00.000-07:00

PAH!

got 39/40 for maths common test! i know you think its walao eh! eff you! but to me its even more effing cos i made one STUPID CARELESS MISTAKE!

SHOULD HAVE read instructions. sniff sniff.

stupid, stupid, why you so stupid? asks myself.

whines like a little puppy.

i should have read instructions! eff! they say in hours and mins i wrote in hours ONLY!

whines...again.

and tmr is stupid X-country RACE.

i am so gonna be LAST.

definitely positively SURE im gonna be slower than the sec1 boys.

padahal, they are gonna run, like what? ten? five mins after the sec2 girls?

well, they are guys anw. but but mr poh expects us to bop to the top! i so dont wanna disappoint him.

but im so slow and heavy.

and im having problems with my breathing again due to stupid asthma stuffs. i hate asthma. its in my way. how am i supposed to be a good runner if i have difficulty breathing? well, beats me.

i just have to pray that i get cured from this thing. then i'll be back on track again! :)

wee! wee! i'll just run my very best! and maybe tmr i go neoprinting with the girls. :D

must ask them first. thinking of taking with the bmt girls cos havent take with them before. and also shasha. i realised that i dont have her pics at all. :( but its OK, tmr go and ask them if they're free. :)

btw, ke qing is such an ass. for the past three days he never failed to make my life miserable. yestreday, he threw keys at me with such a force i have a booboo on my hand. today, he made me run from the 2nd storey to the 4th to find the three musketeers, oops sorry, newly appointed councillors, to pass them the nyaa papers. then i had to run down to the 3rd storey to look for mr peter lim, cant find him at all. went to 2nd storey, went inside the general office, passed the peper to a staff. hope she gives it to him. and anw, the whole journey i was panting and puffing and was steaming red like the big, bad wolf in little red riding hood. :)

well, i hope we change chairman. to someone strong too, so i dont have to suffer. maybe jabbar or jason or pon jing xiang. whoa. all j's...HAHA.

tahhs then, blog readers. :D

MORE SURVEYS!

2007-04-03T21:03:00.000-07:00

40 Things Your Mom Might Now Know About You
Be careful your mom might be reading this ;) Have Fun!
1. What color is your underwear right now?	red? haha.
2. What are you listening to right now?	More Than Words!
3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?	89
4. What was the last thing you ate?	chocolates!
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?	GREEN :)
6. How is the weather right now?	dark...and gloomy.
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?	MOM!
8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?	hair.
9. Favorite type of Food?	fast...and furious.
10. Do you drink?	NAH!
11. Do you smoke?	NAH!
12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?	NAH!
13.What color are your eyes?	dark dark brown.
15. Do you wear contacts?	NAH!
16. Single?	YEAH! im available!
17. Favorite Month?	February! :D
18. Ever cried for no reason?	YEAH. many times.
19. Last Movie you watched?	Happy Feet! WEEE!
20. Favorite day of the week?	fridays!
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?	yeah i am. :(
22. Hugs or Kisses?	hugs. i can feel the warmness of it. and its nice.
23. Chocolate or Vanilla?	chocolate!
24. Do you want your friends to respond?	err...yah?
25. Who is most likely to respond?	nisa!
26. Who is least likely to respond?	shahirah. :P
27. What books are you reading?	Debi Gliori ones. :)
28. Piercings?	yeap. at my ears.
29. Fav. Movie?	The Longest Yard. i cant remember much, tho. oh i also like I, Robot!
30. Fav. baseball team?	i dont have one?
31. Any pets?	fish, but not mine. they're dad's.
32. AIM?	HUH?
33. Butter, Plain or salted popcorn?	butter!
34. Dogs or cats?	cats! meow! meow!
35. Fav. flower?	orchids. rare ones.
36. Have you ever fired a gun?	NO! does an arcade one count?
37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?	NO! bumpy mumpy!
38. Right handed or left handed?	right!!!
39. How many pillows do you sleep with?	one really soft marshmallow-y one.
40. Are you missing someone?	YES, very much. that person doesnt even know i do.
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Valentines Day
Enjoy the Fun Survey about Valentines Day.
Do you like anyone?	hell yeah.
Do they know it?	i dont really know.
IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
Had someone buy you something?	yeap.
Gotten sick?	nope.
Been hugged?	no. :(
Felt stupid?	yeah, many times.
Talked to an ex?	i dont even have one.
Missed someone?	yeah. i always will.
Failed a test?	NEVER!
Ate cereal?	nope, strangely.
Danced crazy?	HAHA.YES.
Gotten your hair cut?	uhuh!
Lied?	err...lemme see...
HAVE YOU EVER
Said "I Love you" and meant it?	YES!
Waited all night for a phone call that never came?	no...
Snuck out?	NEVER!
Sat and looked at the stars?	no...im waiting for the right person to do it with me. :)
Do you swear?	hell yeah.
Do you ever spit?	no. eww.
You cook your own food?	haha. i suck at it.
You do your own chores?	nope.
You like beef jerky?	hate beef! bleargh!
You like pepsi or coke?	i prefer pepsi.
You're happy with your hair?	when its tied.
You own a dog?	no...
You spend your money wisely?	UHUH...
Do you like to swim?	yeah!
Call a friend when you get bored?	no!
DO YOU PREFER
Flowers or Angels?:	angels...they last forever...
Gray or Black?	black!
Color or black and white photos?	color...can see the wonder of it all...
Lust or Love?	love! <3
Sunrise or Sunset?	sunrise!
M&Ms or Skittles?	skittles! yum!
VALENTINES DAY QUESTIONS
Do you have a valentine planned out?	no...dont even have a bf lah...wth
Do you like having a valentine?	i dont have one!
Does someone like you currently?	no. or even if there is one, i wouldnt know.
Are you even worried about the upcoming holiday?	yeah yeah.
whats the best gift to receive on the day?	a hippo.
Is a little kiss (peck on cheek) during school on vday sweet?	no, cos i sweat. a hug will do.
Why is this an important holiday to couples?	how am i supposed to know?
Have you ever gotten something from someone on the day?	NEVER, unfortunately. sniff. :(
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help!

2007-04-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

oh shit. i dunno how to do something algebra-ish now.

help, help!

its the making a subject of the formula.

shit!

i dunno why, my brain's so...empty.

cant think of anything...except HIM!

oh oh oh shit shit shit.

wrote a stupid thing today when im supposed to do my maths!

untitled at the moment

what the hell.
i cant focuse anymore.
you're always,
always in my
head.
throwing away
my other thoughts,
you want to be
the only one in my head.
now you want
to be in
my heart.
the only one
in my heart.
my heart and head.
what the hell?
cant you
just ruin
some other girl,
not me?
you're an ass.
i hate you.
you make me
wanna kill you.
why must you be
the only one
in me?
the only one
in my heart,
my head,
the one i always
think of
in bed.
why cant you
just fade
away?
while i ask
these questions, i
realized,
that you arent
and never was
the cause
of all this mayhem.
i was, and
i still am.
im such an ass
to have
fallen in love
with you.
and the worst part?
i cant get you out
of my stupid heart.

ok. the end. what the hell, right?
my poetry sucks. its getting suckier each and every day.
wanna read another one of my ass poems?

You. -19/11/2006

it hurts to see you alone,
but it also hurts to see you with her.
seeing you smile at her
makes my heart turn green with envy.
but i guess i'll be happy
as long as i see she makes you glad.
but if she ever breaks your heart,
i swear i'll tear her apart,
and i'll make her wish
that she was never born, ever.
but i really want her to know
that you're special and that
you should be treated with care.
that you're a unique soul and
a good Samaritan.
and that you love her.
and that she doesnt love you as much
but should.
and that i love you,
but you dont love me back.
and so i have to,
i must,
make her realise that
she is
a lucky girl.
or at least,
luckier than me.
me whose face you never gazed upon,
me whose name you probably didnt know,
me who you probably didnt know existed,
but me who truly love you so.

the end. this was written last year so it was referring to someone else. ahem. *cough*
but you guys dont really know that guy lah. unless you're my super duper bestie! weee! :D

hahaha. my mom IS BACK! FROM OUTER SPACE! haha.no lah, from indonesia.
yesterday, at about 1.49 am, i thought i was dreaming when i was hugging my mom.

but i wasnt.

cos later, at 6+am, she was talking.
to me.

weee! so glad, no sad, no mad, no bad! haha!

she gave me this cute little necklace of this yin and yang thingy. i bet you she gave that to me so i will have a balance of yin and yang cos apparently, i have more of yang. HAHA, very smart, mom. thanks,anw.

wee wee! now my mom is gone for a massage but she'll be back! she said not to worry mai.

haha. well then, i best be off, off and AWAY!

tahhs.

waaaaa!!!

2007-04-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

SNIFF!

I PAINSTAKINGLY DESIGNED IT FOR OUR CLASS BLOG AS A SORT OF RELINK THINGY AND THEN CAME TO FIND OUT THAT THE CLASS BLOG IS GONE.

ALL GONE.

WHY IS EVERYTHING DISAPPEARING, TELL ME?

everything so dear to me.

well, anw, here's the stupid thing i designed. its quite easy to design, lah.

so how is it? lame right?

haha.

well then. you guys can comment about this tiny little design on my tagboard.

actually, its really quite easy lah. so what the hell.

tahhs then, friends.

BTW MOM IS COMING HOME TOMORROW! SHE'S ON THE WAY TO HER AIRPORT RIGHT NOW. MOM, YEAH!

SURVEYS! and april fools!

2007-04-01T00:45:00.000-07:00

1) What is your phone brand?
-Sony Ericsson

2) What are the last 4 digits of your mobile number?
-5875

3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
-Hahas.u hor.nvm if i gt didnt do any hw.i sae u sae wan.

4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
-Mail Deposit?

5) Who's the last person you rang?
-Dikdik! my younger sis!

6) Who was your last missed call from?
-With held...

7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under 'D'?
-David!

8) What does the last message in your inbox say?
-Oh tanks. Btw, i was the one hu called at nus.

9) Who comes up under 'J'?
-Jabbar...

10) Go to your Sent Items,what does the 10th message say?
-Rili meh? i tot she sae dont haf? Alah ok lah i go ask

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under 'S'?
-Shamuacks! otherwise known as Shameera!

12) What's your network provider?
-Starhub

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
-51...deleted alot already...

14) What do you have as your screensaver?
-a very big snail with words saying 'i like slimy butts and i cannot lie!' LOL. :D

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up in 'R'?
-Rayner!

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
-NO ONE!

17) Who is the last person under P?
-Police! yeah, lame right? who in the world saves the number 999 and saves the name as Police? ME.

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
-Cassie...Cassandra! senior senior! :)

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
-what the hell...i dont have lah...but i know my batt 14%...

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
-Dead! by M.C.R.

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*Long Survey About Yourself*
What time are you starting this?:	based on laptop time; 10:56.
Name?:	Maisarah.
Nicknames?:	Maisy; Mais; Hippo.
Date of birth?:	12 feb 1993.
Sex?:	female.
Height?:	not sure.
Eye color?:	dark dark brown.
Where were you born?:	in a hospital; NUH; s'pore.
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:	two.
Pets?:	fish? not mine tho.
Hair color?:	jet black.
Piercings?:	ears; ONE hole each.
Town you live in?:	what town? i live in s'pore.
Favorite foods?:	sup tulang; siput sedut.
Ever been to Africa?:	nope; but thinking of migrating there to start an adopt-a-hippo campaign.
Been toilet papering?:	huh?
Love someone so much it made you cry?:	UHUH. :(
Been in a car accident?:	NEVER; hopes not!
Croutons or bacon bits?:	WTF.
Favorite day of the week?:	fridays; got BAND!
Favorite resturant?:	i dont go to restaurants.
Favorite flower?:	wild orchids! :)
Favorite sport to watch?:	ice hockey!
Favorite drink?:	fresh squeezed juices!
Favorite ice cream flavor?:	strawberry!
Warner Bros. or Disney?:	ermmm; warner bros?
Favorite fast food restuarant?:	i cant choose between MACdees n KFC!
Carpet color in your bedroom?:	i aint got no carpet.
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:	wtf; im not 21 yet.
Whom did you get your last email from?:	erm...imeem...i was uploading a song...
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:	wtf, i aint got no credit card.
What do you do most often when you are bored?:	i write in my diary?
Most annoying thing to say to me?:	?
Bedtime?:	?
Favorite TV show?:	erm; got loads?
Last person you went out to dinner with?::	family? they're counted as people right?
Been out of country?:	havent for a long time.
Believe in magick?:	a little.
Ford or Chevy?:	Chevy.
What are you listening to right now?:	the peacefulness of the night. OK; actually the sound of the laptop.
Have you ever failed a grade?:	NEVER. not yet.
If you have, what grade did you fail?:	--
Do you have a crush on someone?:	YES YES.
Do you have a bf/gf?:	NO NO.
If so, what is their name?:	--
How long have you been together?:	--
What are you wearing right now?:	my pj's my gramma bought for me.
Would you have sex before marriage?:	WTF. im a good girl.
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:	erm...YES.
Are you a virgin?:	DUH.
Do you smoke?:	bleargh.
Do you drink?:	bleargh.
Are you ghetto?:	?
Are you a player?:	?
What are your favorite colors?:	GREEN, RED, BLACK, WHITE.
What is your favorite animal?:	HIPPOS? NEED YOU ASK? LOL.
Do you have any birthmarks?:	yes. one on my right leg; if anyone's noticed.
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:	yes. wait LITERALLY OR WHAT? cos mariana literally kicked my ass; when i was painfully having my period. :(
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:	AFIAH.
Have you ever been slapped?:	YES. YANAH n SHASHA slapped me. what friends. :(
Do you get online a lot?:	nope.
Are you shy or outgoing?:	nope.
Do you shower?:	err...i rather not talk about it.
Do you hate school?:	nope.
Do you have a social life?:	yup.
How easily do you trust people?:	not so easily now. i've learnt a lesson.
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:	yup.
Would you ever sky dive?:	YES! I WANNA TRY...
Do you like to dance?:	YEAH! shake shake...but i suck at it...
Have you ever been out of state?:	err...not really. unless you call malaysia, thailand and indonesia out of states.
Do you like to travel?:	ok ok lah. esp if its really far away...
Have you ever been expelled from school?:	NEVER.
Have you ever been suspended from school?:	NEVER.
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:	yes.
Are you spoiled?:	nope.
Are you a brat?:	nope.
Have you ever been dumped?:	i havent even been in a relationship before.
Have you ever gotten high?:	NEVER.
Do you like snapple?:	?
Do you drink a lot of water?:	YES. good for band members...once you get ulcers you're gonna suffer...
What toothpaste do you use?:	err...i dont brush my teeth...LOL
Do you have a cell phone?:	yup.
Do you have a curfew?:	yup.
Who do you look up to?:	MY MOMMY!
Are you a role model?:	to some people; YES.
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:	? i guess not then.
What name brand do you wear the most?:	NIKE?
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:	are dogtags a form of jewelry?
What do you want pierced?:	nothing else.
Do you like takin pictures?:	OK OK lah. unless im being taken a picture of unaware...
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:	i just answered you before this.
Do you have a tan?:	yup.
Do you get annoyed easily?:	yup. esp if its shasha and syaz bothering me...
Have you ever started a rumor?:	nope.
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:	yup.
Do you have your own pool?:	nope. im not filthy rich, mind you.
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:	what the hell? boxers?
Do you have any siblings?:	yup. unfortunately. no lah. kidding. i love my sis!
Have you ever been played?:	?
Have you ever played anyone?:	?
Do you get along with your parents?:	YES.
How do you vent your anger?:	SQUEEZE whatever's closest to me.
Have you ever ran away?:	NEVER.
Have you ever been fired from a job?:	i dont even have a job to begin with.
Do you even have a job?:	look before this.
Do you daydream a lot?:	YES.
Do you have a lot of ex's?:	i aint got no BFs!
Do you run your mouth?:	?
What do you want a tattoo of?:	no tattoos!
What do you have a tattoo of?:	NO! NO! DONT HAVE ANY!
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:	I DONT HAVE A FREAKING BF.
What does your most recent crush look like?:	like a cute innocent boy?
Whats her/his name?:	what the hell i wont tell you.
Have you ever been bitched out?:	?
Are you rude?:	YES.
What was the last compliment you recieved?:	maisy, you're so cute!
Do you like getting dirty?:	YES!
Are you flexiable?:	kind of...
What is your heritage?:	?
What is your lucky number?:	8!
What does your hair look like right now?:	in a stupid messy bun!
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:	i guess so. i hate animal abuse!
Describe your looks?:	nerdy; messy; chubby. all i gotta say.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:	RED!
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:	YES! AGE KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES WITH LOVE!
Would you ever date someone older than you?:	duh.
When was the last time you were drunk?:	i dont get drunk.i dont drink!
How many rings until you answer the phone?:	6?
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:	?
If yes, when was the last time?:	--
When was the last time you went on a date?:	im not going to bother anymore.
Do you look more like your mother or father?:	erm...father.
Do you cry a lot?:	yes.
Do you ever cry to get your way?:	no.
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:	what the hell...
Are you the romantic type?:	no. realistic. a lil bit romantic...
Have you ever been chased by cops?:	NEVER.
What do you like most about your body?:	NOTHING; sadly.
What do you like least about your body?:	EVERYTHING; sadly.
When did you have your first crush?:	when i was primary one.
When was the last time you threw up?:	in primary six.
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:	brunettes...
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:	NEVER!
What about cleavage?:	NEVER!
Is your best friend a virgin?:	DUH.
Have you ever fucked someone up?:	NEVER!
Have you ever been fucked up?:	NEVER!
What theme does your room have?:	nothing...its so carefree...
What size show do you wear?:	?
What is your screen name on AIM?:	?
How are you feeling right now?:	freakishly stupid.
When was the last time you were at a party?:	when i was in primary five?
Have you ever given a lapdance?:	?
Have you ever recieved one?:	?
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:	YES. MANY.
What is one of your bad qualilties?:	HOT HOT TEMPER.
What is one of your good qualilties?:	UNDERSTANDING.
Would you marry for money?:	NEVER!
What do you drive?:	a HOTWHEELS toy car. happy?
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:	daddy's!
So?:	so what?
Well?:	well what?
When was the last time you cried in school?:	yesterday.
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:	NEVER!
What kind of music do you like?:	any kind.
Would you ever bungee jump?:	YES!I WANNA TRY...
What is your worst fear?:	heights...
Would you ever join the army?:	erm; NO.
Do you like cows?:	YES!
If you were to die today, what would you do?:	kiss my family; friends; HIM goodbye.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:	hippo.
Do you like to party?:	no.
Hearts or broken hearts?:	hearts.
Moons or stars?:	stars.
Coke or pepsi?:	pepsi.
Favorite scent?:	minty.
Favorite band?:	many.
Would you ever dye your hair red?:	YES; i just said so earlier on.
How many languages can you speak?:	three.
What time are you finishing this?:	11:33; based on laptop time. what the hell?! you took up so much of my time...
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*Name 10 friends*
1:	afiah
2:	shahirah
3:	jabbar
4:	huiying
5:	weiling
6:	hidayat
7:	wanping
8:	pearlyn
9:	azizan
10:	benjamin
IS NUMBER 1 COOL?:	erm...YEAH.
IS NUMBER 9 A BOY OR GIRL?:	boy.
EVER DONE ANYTHING SEXUAL WITH NUMBER 8?:	NEVER.
WOULD YOU KISS NUMBER 4?:	OMG. LOL. WELL, if she asked me to!
WHERE DOES NUMBER 6 LIVE?:	where do you live hidayat?
DOES NUMBER 2 HAVE ANY PETS?:	nah. she hates furry animals...
IS NUMBER 3 DATING ANYONE?:	are you jabbar?
DO YOU NUMBER 5's BIRTHDAY?:	i think its in january...
IS NUMBER 7 YOUR BEST FRIEND?:	yeah! my best band friend!
DO YOU LOVE NUMBER 8?:	yes, yes, i love you, pearlyn.
DO YOU LOVE NUMBER 10?:	yes, in a platonic way, of course.
HOW ABOUT NUMBER 7?:	yes, i love wanping too!
DOES NUMBER 10 HAVE LONG HAIR OR SHORT HAIR?:	short. he's a guy.
DOES NUMBER 1 LIKE ANYONE RIGHT NOW?:	YES. winks
DOES NUMBER 4 KNOW HOW TO MAKE A PANCAKE?:	haha. how should i know?
IF NUMBER 8 WAS IN TROUBLE, WOULD YOU HELP THEM?:	of course!
IS NUMBER 9 A NINJA?:	haha, no. but it would be cool if he was one!
CAN NUMBER 5 EAT A TACO IN ONE BITE?:	can you weiling?
HAS NUMBER 6 EVER HELPED YOU?:	erm...i dunno.
DOES NUMBER 3 HAVE A CELL PHONE?:	YUP!
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*45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone*
whats your name spelt backwards?:	harasiam
What did you do last night?:	shopped with my dad and sis.
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:	a blogskin.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:	never.
Last time you swam in a pool?:	last year.
What are you wearing?:	pj's.
How many cars have you owned?:	none.
Type of music you dislike most?:	metal.
Are you registered to vote?:	nope.
Do you have cable?:	nope.
What kind of computer do you use?:	macintosh laptop.
Ever made a prank phone call?:	never.
You like anyone right now?:	yes.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:	bungee jumping.
Furthest place you ever traveled?:	indonesia.
What's your favorite comic strip?:	archie's.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:	yes.
Shower, morning or night?:	morning.
Best movie you've seen in the past month?:	none.
Favorite pizza toppings?:	cheese.
Chips or popcorn?:	popcorn.
What cell phone provider do you have?:	starhub.
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?:	no.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?:	never.
Orange Juice or apple?:	orange.
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?:	shasha.
favorite chocolate bar?:	cadbury.
Who is your longest friend and how long?:	afiah. 5 long years.
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?:	dunno.
Have you ever won a trophy?:	yes.
Favorite arcade game?:	pinball.
Ever ordered from an infomercial?:	no.
Sprite or 7-UP?:	7-UP.
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?:	yes.
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?:	nothing.
Ever thrown up in public?:	never.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?:	finding true love.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:	yes.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?:	spongebob.
Did you have long hair as a young kid?:	no.
What message is on your voicemail machine?:	nothing.
Where would you like to go right now?:	bed.
Whats the name of your pet?:	dunno.
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?:	a green torn one. books, papers.
What do you think about most?:	HIM.
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*Odd Facts about ME*
DO YOU SNORE?:	no.
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:	lover.
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:	heights.
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:	yes!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:	OK lah.
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:	yes!
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:	yes!
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:	not so great...
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:	silver.
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:	sometimes.
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:	never!
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:	i can fart with rhythm? LOL.
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:	australia!
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:	yes! love it!
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:	never.
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:	yes!
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:	many, many.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:	no.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:	duh.
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:	what?
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:	i hate it.
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:	yes.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:	sometimes, yes.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:	erythromycin and bifen syrup; mainly drugs.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":	yesterday, to my MOM.
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:	what the hell?
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:	no.
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:	sunny side up.
ARE BLONDES DUMB?:	not all, kay.
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:	huh? on my foot?
WHAT TIME IS IT?:	11:56 at night...
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:	yes. maisy;mais; hippo.
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?:	no!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:	yesterday.
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:	baths!
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:	no!
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:	yes!
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:	self personality quizzes?
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:	creamy. my teeth not strong. still got baby.
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:	no!
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:	i didnt.
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?:	NO!
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:	no.
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?:	no NO.
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:	dark dark brown.
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:	today.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:	yes.
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:	mine.
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?:	a little.
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?:	no. but i've heard of it.
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:	yes. a euphonium.
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:	no. i wanna try.
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:	yes!
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?:	sometimes.my mom hates it.its a horrible sight.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?:	a little.
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?:	no! hippos are!
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:	no!
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?:	no! LOL.
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?:	i have a blogspot; but even if i dont tell her; my mom will know. she's MY MOM, for GOD'S SAKE.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:	fried rice.
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:	hell no.
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:	yes.
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:	i dunno.
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?:	what?
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?:	many.
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Perfect Partner Survey

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How tall should they be?

taller than me, i suppose.

What should they weigh?

heavier than me, i suppose.

What hair color should they have?

any colour, as long as it\'s natural.

What kind of personality should they have?

fun, bubbly, funny, wacky, intelligent, loud, messy, caring.

Older or younger?

age knows no boundaries with love.

Serious or carefree?

carefree.

Spontainous or hesitant?

spontaneous.

Brutally honest or tight-lipped?

brutally honest. i like straight forward people.

Beautiful or intelligent?

intelligent.

Movie or a restuarnt?

movie! got food also mah.

What film actor should they most be like?

hugh jackman! so gentlemanly!

What singer should they most be like?

hmmmm, justin timberlake!

Should they make all the money?

no! i have a part to play too.

Do they need to cook?

nah. but they should know how to.

What is their best body part?

the heart. you know what i mean.

What body part do you not care about?

everything besides the heart.

Desk job or physical labour?

what the...

What car should they drive?

i dont care...

What one thing completely turns you off?

that he is so neat...like a typical virgo!

What one thing completely turns you on?

little things that are sweet.

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*Funny survey*
Name?:	Maisarah!
Age?:	14+.
What would you do if a hobo jumped out of the bushes and stole ur wallet?:	do a kungfu thing on him!
What would you do if you found out that you were adopted?:	i'll find out my real parents' identity.
What would you Do if rudolph the red nosed reigndeer showed up in ur yard?:	laugh!
do you like eggs?:	yes!
how do you like ur eggs?:	sunny side up!
wud u like to put pepper on ur eggs?:	maybe?
why?:	to add some taste? spice?
that's nice....anyways...do you like cheese?:	yes...
what if the cheese you were eating turned into a monkey butt?:	i'll eat it still...
would that disturb you?:	nope...
y?:	cos im darn hungry and im food deprived...
so when are you going to visit your fairy god mother?:	erm...when i want to go to a ball?
are you sure?:	yes. absolutely positively sure.
so do you like potatoes?:	yes!
what kinda potaoes?:	i dunno.as long as they're potatoes!
maybe u'd like ur potatoes with some mayonaise?:	yes please!
*curses at this website cuz of the pop-ups*
sorry about that...
anyways...so what would you do if a penguin ate all your cheetos?:	i'll pat its head.
would you kick it?:	no...
you better not have said yes....
do you agree that penguins are AWESOME!!! ?:	yes!
and so are monkey right?:	yes!
anyways...so how would you feel if you were molested by Micheal Jackson?:	i'll feel disgusted. DUH.
y would you feel that way?:	who wants to get molested, you tell me? unless you're some weird sex freak.
are you sure?:	DUH.
positive?:	absolutely.
ok then....what do you do when the aliens come to suck out your brain?:	i cant do anything, can i? i have no more brain to think with...
nice answer....
so what do you think of britany spears?:	random.
do you like to dance in the rain with a bikini on?:	no. yuck.
i bet you do...
do you also like to eat ham smothered in hot and spicy cow fetuses?:	what is that?
are you sure?:	i said what is that what do you mean sure?
so what would you say if a stranger came up to you and grabbed your ass?:	f**k!
would this upset you?:	duh.
y?:	OK, lemme grab your ass. see how you feel then.
i see...
so how do you feel about chicken?:	chicken rocks the world!
what would you do if you found an elf in your bed at night?:	scream!
YOU WOULD MOLEST IT WOULDN'T YOU!!!???:	your freaking headi will.
.....don't lie:	i hate you stupid survey. so molest-obsessed.
it's over...
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50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

on the laptop...here.

2. Who are you in love with?

HIM...

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

i've tried...it tasted like...you've guessed it...wax.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yeah.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

last week?

6. Are you wearing socks right now?

no.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?

no.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

no car!

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

no!

10. Are you hot?

yes im sweating alot right now...but as in sexy hot, im not!

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

tea. just tea.

12. What are you wearing right now?

pj's.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

i dont have a car.

14. Last food that you ate?

fried rice.

15. Where were you last week at this time?

watching tv in the living room.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

nope.

17. When is the last time you ran?

the day before yesterday.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

i dont know.

19. What is your favorite animal?

hippos!

20. Your dream vacation?

australia!

21. Last person's house you were in?

afiah's?

22. Worst injury you've ever had?

erm...long time ago. hot water splashed onto my chest.

23. Have you been in love?

duh.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?

yes. my mommy and HIM.

25. Last play you saw?

cant recall.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

my wackiness?

27. What are your plans for tonight?

no plans. homework?

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

i dunno.

29. Next trip you are going to take?

AUSTRALIA! i hope.

30. Ever go to camp?

duh.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

what?

32. What do you want to know about the future?

whether hippos are still alive.

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

nope.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

nope.

35. Where is your best friend?

at home.

36. How is your best friend?

i dunno. want me to check?

37. Do you have a tan?

yes.

38. What are you listening to right now?

the ound of the tv.

39. Do you collect anything?

yes. receipts and price tags.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

syarizan?

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

never.

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

duh!

43. What does your last text message say?

april fools! and a happy birthday to you...you are now officially 15!

44. Do you like hot sauce?

ok lah.

45. Last time you took a shower?

the day before yesterday.

46. Do you need to do laundry?

nope.

47. What is your heritage?

48. Are you someone's best friend?

duh.

49. Are you rich?

not really.

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

dreaming of myself flying.

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How Many Things Have You Lived Through?

I have read a lot of books.

I have been on some sort of varsity team.

I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

I have been to Canada.

I have been to Europe.

I have watched cartoons for hours.

I have tripped UP the stairs.

I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

I have been snowboarding/skiing.

I have played ping pong.

I swam in the ocean.

I have been on a whale watch.

I have seen fireworks.

I have seen a shooting star.

I have seen a meteor shower.

I have almost drowned.

I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.

I have had stitches.

I have had frostbite.

I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.

I currently have a job.

I have been ice skating.

I have been rollerblading

I have fallen flat on my face.

I have tripped over my own two feet.

I have been in a fist fight.

I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.

I have watched the power rangers.

I attend Church regularly.

I have played truth or dare.

I have already had my 16th birthday.

I have already had my 17th birthday.

I've called someone stupid.

I've been in a verbal argument.

I've cried in school.

I've played basketball on a team.

I've played baseball on a team.

I've played football on a team.

I've played soccer on a team.

I've done cheerleading on a team.

I've played softball on a team.

I've played volleyball on a team.

I've played tennis on a team.

I've been on a track or cross country team.

I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

I've bungee jumped.

I've climbed a rock wall.

I've lost more than $20.

I've called myself an idiot.

I've called someone else an idiot.

I've cried myself to sleep.

I've had (or have) pets.

I've owned a spice girls CD.

I've owned a britney spears CD.

I've owned an N*Sync CD.

I've owned a backstreet boys CD.

I've mooned someone.

I have sworn at someone of authority before.

I've been in the newspaper.

I've been on TV.

I've been to Hawaii.

I've eaten sushi.

I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.

I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

I've watched all of the Rocky movies.

I've watched the 3 stooges.

I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

I've watched Looney Tunes.

I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

I've been called a geek.

I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.

I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.

I've met a celebrity/music artist.

I've written poetry.

I've been arrested.

I've been attracted to someone much older than me.

I've been tickled till I've cried.

I've tickled someone else until they cried.

I've had/have siblings.

I've been to a rock concert.

I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.

I've been in a play.

I've been picked last in gym class.

I've been picked first in gym class.

I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

I've cried in front of my friends.

I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

I've played Halo 2.

I've freaked out over a sports game.

I've been to Alaska.

I've been to China.

I've been to Spain.

I've been to Japan.

I've had a fight with someone on AIM.

I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.

I've had serious conversations using IM.

I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.

I've been forgiven.

I've screamed at a scary movie.

I've cried at a chick flick.

I've watched a lot of action movies.

I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

I've been to a rap concert.

I've been to a hip hop concert.

I've lived in more than 2 houses.

I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.

I've driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day.

I've been in a car accident.

I've done drugs.

I've been homesick.

I've thrown up.

I've puked on someone.

I've been horseback riding.

I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.

I've spoken my mind in public.

I've proved someone wrong.

I've been proven wrong by someone.

I've broken a leg.

I've broken an arm.

I've fallen off a swing.

I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.

I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

I've lost my backpack.

I've come close to dying.

I've seen someone die.

I've known someone who has died.

I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

I've done modeling.

I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

I've taken something/someone for granted.

I've realized how good my life is.

I've counted my blessings.

I've made fun of a classmate.

I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

I've slapped someone in the face.

I've been skateboarding.

I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.

I've lied to someone to their face.

I've told a little white lie.

I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.

I've fainted.

I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

I've pushed someone into a pool.

I've been pushed into a pool.

I've been/are in love.

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what do you want?

2007-03-31T17:00:00.000-07:00

get the f away from me.

you tested my patience right?

so you got it from me.

i've already warned you.

im not a patient person.

and i'm not afraid to use vulgarities.

and i know that you know that i can shout and scream pretty LOUD.

you know it well, so why did you do it?

ass.

im warning you again, if you do this one more time, you're gonna get it big.

so leave me alone.

i can be nice when i want to.

but i also can be very mean and nasty once you push the wrong buttons.

so watch out.

i'm not joking.

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anw, i've lost 2+ kg and im pretty glad of myself.

im gonna lose more.

and i'll lose even more once i get angry.

and im angry now so i hope i'll lose 3+kg so that i'll be less than 50kg.

i know, i know, im fat.

that is why im dancing like an ass and losing off all these stupid fats.

wish me luck that i'll be slim again.

haha.

tahhs then.

i know this is my third post today, but who can blame me for getting angry?

tahhs then.

ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE!

2007-03-31T15:35:00.000-07:00

deleted this post, people.

MOM IS GONE. FOR THE MOMENT.

2007-03-31T11:59:00.000-07:00

wonder what MOM is doing now?

i bet she's still in the van to Purbalingga.

it takes about six? five? hours to my grampa's home.

so long right? yeah, i know. it's scary when you need to peepee cos you just cant shout "peepee time driver! im leaking! STOP!!! HALT!!! NOW!!!" you cant. he'll stop whenever he wants to. haha. crap right?

well, most of the time i'll just doze off in the back seat of the van so that i dont think of peeing AT ALL. i would just dream of HIM...or algebra...or...hippos? haha yeah. with hilary sleeping on my lap blissfully. awww so sweet. i love hilary.

wonder what mom is doing. MOM, WHATCHA DOING? YOUR FIRST DAUGHTER HERE WANTS TO KNOW. I KNOW YOU'LL BE BACK SOON, BUT, I JUST CANT WAIT ANY LONGER.

im a very impatient person. hell yeah i am. very very impatient. so dont get in my way. move away, i say. that's a good little doggie.

eating sour cherries right now. quite nice.i like stuffs with weird tastes. make me feel oh-so-weird inside? yeah.

well yesterday at band. i did nothing but individuals. with siqing, dawn, charmaine, benji, siti, chonhei n shaun.or shawn. charlotte n kah hwee did stuffs by themselves. i fell asleep accidentally while listening to siqing, dawn, charmaine n benji converse in mandarin fluently with me understanding not a word and getting a splitting headache bcos of trying to guess what the heck they were saying too hard. yeah. damn stuppid right? getting a earsplitting headache bcos of that.

so i went to join my section at 4+ cos i aint got a eupho to play with. i gave mine to farhanah. well so i played stuffs n yici said my embouchure however the hell you spell it too tight (wth) n i just nodded at him like a stupid obedient lil puppy. sick. anw after that i lefft.

in the bandroom later on i bumped into ika the junior tubist dude and he was like "eh maisarah your enemy never come today" n i was like in my head, enemy? wth is he talking about? then i just remembered that ahmad so i said to ika in a very nice tone "no one is an enemy to me. everybody is my friend." and ika was like err..

but really lah. i dont just hate people cos they lied to me, tho in my profile i said i hate liars. ahmad's lying case was just a wee one. pure dead tiny lie. and anw, tho ahmad may be arrogant, im sure he has some other good qualities in him tho i have no freaking idea what they are yet. but in time to come, they will show. i believe every individual has good points and bad points in them, so i must always give them a chance and befriend them.

eww. i sound so...wise. errmmm, i think i better take my medicine. haha. bye then. pls eat your veggies, ppl. they're good for you tho they have a rather awful taste. (esp. carrots.yuck!) but eating them will result into healthy, strong bodies when you're adults. OK OK, now i think i better go take my medicine. tahhs! :D

if you're a maths freak please stand up...

2007-03-30T11:50:00.000-07:00

oohh ohhh i love algebra...makes me so so happy!!! and free!!!

algebra- dontcha just LOVE it?

especially if you're teacher is MRS LOH!

i love mrs loh. she's a great teacher. and sometimes funny.

well then. anw, now is IT lesson and in a few hours' time, my mom will be leaving on a plane to Indonesia, to see my great gramma cos she's sick.

mom, HAVE A SAFE TRIP. LOVE YOU LOADS tho i dont show it. pl sreturn home safely. im gonna miss you alot, mommy.

and i pray my great gramma will recover soon. i love you too, great gramma. pls get better.

i dont know whether i should skip band and see my mommy off of if i should just stay at school, helping my juniors out. both stuffs are equally important to me, but my mom says that its OK if i dont seee her off. but i bet inside it really matters to her.

TWICE, i say TWICE, have i missed seeing my grampa off at the airport bcos of CCA. but i really love my cca too, you know.

WHAT A DILEMMA.

shit. now what? so how? what now?

grrr... i dont know. maybe i should go for band.

maybe.

HOWWW???

great. i have only one hour to decide.

...

...

...

...

...

OK. I AM GOING FOR BAND. BYE, MOMMY. I HOPE YOU COME HOME SAFELY.

OK, now back to my life.

you know while in science, when we were studying atomic mass and all that stuffs, (oh ya and we even getta eat the NEUTRONS! WHICH WERE CHICK PEAS, of course. you dont see students going around eating the neutrons of an atom, right?) i was thinking of HIM. yes, HIM.

im a VERY selfish person, but im never selfish with LOVE. if my friend likes this guy, i'll NEVER tell her that i like him too until she doesnt like him ANYMORE. i dont wanna be known as a BACKSTABBER, kay, cos IM NOT ONE AT ALL.

but i think that this other girl who is a friend of my friend's friend (OK, WHAT THE HELL) might like HIM. and she's the same age as HIM, so its normal for her. but not for me. so im planning to keep my gob SHUT from now on cos im kind of a big mouth when it comes to issues of love. no no, i dont go around telling my friend's crushes to other people guys...(unless there's an emergency)...i only tell my crushes to other people, even tho they are not close to me at all. so i guess its a kind of mental disorder, then, going around telling strangers who I LIKE but not who MY FRIENDS LIKE.

haahaaa. anw, anw, i got a 28 on my GEOGRAPHY!!! WEEEEEEEE!!!! I PASSED!!!! its over 40, btw. so its kind of an A2!!!

haha, im so glad i got a 28 cos i didnt study at all..PHEW. *wipes off sweat* oh ya you know ms tan says dont believe those people who go around telling you that they did not study but they got high scores because they actually did study but they were lying to you? (PHEW. SAID IT ALL IN ONE BREATH. OK, ACTUALLY TYPED. BUT ACTUALLY IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE RIGHT? COS WHO CAN TYPE LODSA STUFF IN ONE BREATH? OK, YOU KNOW WHAT? SHUDDUP MAISY. N WHY IN HELL AM I TYPING IN CAPS? WTF.) well, anw, its not really TRUE you see cos i really didnt study but i got an OK score. proved ms tan wrong! same goes to my psle score. i didnt study at all, cos, what was there to study, man?

wait. im not trying to be snobby, and neither am i snobby, kay. im just telling you that you still can get OK marks or maybe above average if you dont study. its just how much attention you pay to teh lesson and teachings and stuffs.

well then. i best be off, off, and awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

what the hell...

2007-03-29T15:00:00.000-07:00

been saying what the hell alot lately.

i dont wanna hurt you

you dont wanna hurt me

i cant stand you

and you cant stand me

we cant rearrange

you can never change me

i wont be there by simple plan.

you know what? actually im not in the blogging mood right now so tahhs.

its wednesday!

2007-03-28T19:00:00.000-07:00

omg. i typed in such a nice LONGISH post but now it's gone.

ALL GONE.

sniffs. sad, sad, mad. BAD. going bonkers. never been so infuriated before.

*SCREAMS HEART OUT!*

ITS TUESDAY!

2007-03-27T16:30:00.000-07:00

hey! its tuesday!

wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee!

oh today i woke up so early to go to school to do duty and then found out that im not a councillor!

weeeee!!!

im just happy cos now my friends wont bug me no more!

hahahahahah!

so i bug the sec2 councillors by shouting out, 'councillor! do your job!' haha!

im so bad. naughty naughty maisy. lol.

haha. haha. why m i laughing so much? haha.

todays sucha funny day.

haha.

no band today, sad, sad. :(

but i gotta email the proj to my malay cher.

cos it wont open in her laptop thingy.

it was so malu lah, cos im not really used to pc kinda comps, so i dint noe how to open the file. even my 30+ year old cher knew how to open the file up.

pls lah, im a mac kinda person. as in macintosh person, and also macdonalds person. haha. yummy!

i've already made a new year's resolution:

GIVE A ROSE TO A GUY!!!

haha. gotta wait until valentine's. shit. haha.

so guys out there, beware of this maths-loving nerdy ugly messy short noisy rude funny loud rough smelly dirty girl who is gonna give a rose to one of your species.heh.

im still not sure how to give it tho, anybody have any useful suggestions?

though i sound quite bold n daring, im still nervous inside. so shaky.

anyway, there's still 69 or 70 days more to my brisbane trip(if im going lah) im so excited but i hope nothing bad will happen. touch wood. im always thinking of the negative. *hits head* THINK POSITIVE!

guys out there, im really taking the "IM GONNA STUDY LIKE CRAZY" thing serious. just bought a thick science study guide, a science assesstment book, two maths books for me to revise on, and "Julius Caesar" n "Twelfth Night" by William Shakespeare! ok the two lit books not necessary, but im sure they'll come in handy ONE DAY.

so, im getting a tutor too, i think(and hope) n i'lll make sure i dont sllack this year in my studies!

yeah baybeh!

Only laughter can lighten up my day and take away whatever misery that resides in me. That is exactly why I'm such a laughing retard, my friend.

poo. love?

2007-03-24T11:30:00.000-07:00

The wound's invisible that love's keen arrows make.

virgos here. virgos there. virgos virgos everywhere.

love. a feeling of affection for a person; states the dictionary. to me, love is a hurting feeling, and its a wondrous sort of thing that can make you sacrifice something that is so close to you.

i always wonder when i see couples sitting together, "isnt it a coincidence that both of them love each other? or maybe either one of them confessed his/her love to the other,then in time, the other one loves him/her back. if both of them really loved each other from the start, dont you just think its a coincidence? seriously."

i find it quite hard to understand. everytime i see my parents loving each other so much and stuff, i feel a burst of happiness in me. but i realize that i can never feel that kind of feeling cos the ones i love dont really like me much. and the ones that like me i dont really like much. i watch shows and mostly when either the girl or guy confess her/his love, the other one also says that she/he feels the same. when can i get that kind of love? a long time to come, i guess.

Tell me I look like a rare orchid, like a young faun; like a still-unravished Danae, awaiting the shower of gold; like Leda supine beneath the beating wings.

hectic!

2007-03-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

what a busy week! phew!

first, i wasnt done with my maths. :D so i gotta rush thru the formulaes n stuff i was so stressed!

n i got thru the second round of council interview! alamak! but it was OK lah. i just hope i dont get chosen, cos i right now i cant cope with anything yet. pahh.

n today for band, me, benji, n many other sec2s went off for individuals to practise our major scales. wooo. tiring of course.

then, at 4.30, theck yee n chris happily told me that i was in charge of euphos AND TUBAS! WHOA, BIG JOB THERE, MAISY! i know nuts bout tubas, man. haha.

so there i was, trying to figure out if the tubas were in tune on the third level! pooh! but to no avail. made a mental note: listen to THE TUBAS! anw, the junior tubists were cute; Lynnette, Ika, Rayner n Zhong Cai. had abit of problem remembering Zhong Cai's name, kept thinking that it was Chap Chai. hahs. i was quite stressed lah, taking care of them, but it was FUN. they said i was kinda retarded, but who cares? im retarded in a GOOD WAY.i asked benji to help me, cos i had lodsa ppl to take care, but instead his junior Si Ahmad came n started commenting something like, 'walao eh, wat u doing maisarah?' as if HE KNEW what to do in MY POSITION, SHOW OFF. anw,how did he know my name? how did many ppl know my name? heck. i was irritated with that ahmad, but somebody reminded me to treat those who you hate better than others. they will appreciate it alot. n btw, ahmad is such a liar lah cos he said that benji told him to piss me off n paid him 5 bucks for it. PUH-LEASSE LAH, AS IF. im not gullible, kay? n benji's so nice, he wont hurt a FLY.

well, cant wait til june holis cos im going to brisbane with my bandmateys! yeah yeah yeah! wooots!

oh, taaaas for now, mates! :D

gulp.

2007-03-18T19:28:00.000-07:00

all i can say now?

die tomorrow.

but cant wait for band.

that'll liven up my spirits.

weirdly, somehow, im liking band a lot.

why you ask?

i have no idea.

i have a new respect for band n i wanna help others who are interested develop their passion to music.

i think im becoming a better person now.

and im proud of myself for the first time in my life.

kisses self n hugs self.

hi again.

2007-03-14T13:00:00.000-07:00

ok since everyone'sposting their results, i shalldo so too. n i wanna showcase my results to show you guys that im not really that smart.

results for term1

eng b4
higher malay b4
geog b4
maths c5
sci b4
dnt b3
art a1

expected results? here they are.

eng a1
higher malay a2
geog a1
maths a1
sci a1
dnt c5
art c6

well then. maths, higher malay, eng, sci, geog ALL going downhill, my friends.
on the other hand, dnt n art, TWO SUBS that im not really interested in n forgot existed, i IMPROVED.

all that i can say now? TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.

im going to study my ass OFF man. make sure i can get into the TRIPLE SCI class. i dont care i dont care im studying like crazy. (normally MYEs n EOYs i get fabulous results.) i just gotta buck up my sci and maths. eng, malay, geog NOT IMPORTANT. i need i need i need to get into triple science. im getting extra help.

TIP: hang 'round with the smarties of the batch. i ensure n guarantee u all it'll help.

hmmmm maybe since i wanna get good results i'd better buck up on the rest too, but show less improvement than maths n sci.

PEOPLE I SHOULD ASK HELP FROM:

eng: zhuoning? pearlyn?

higher malay: syarizan? shahirah?

geog: sundheep? harish? charlotte? kah hwee? zhuo ning?

maths: huiying? sundheep? anna? kah hwee?

sci: sundheep? harish?

dnt: hmmmm not important, really.

art: blahh, sihui? haha.yeah right. who needs help for art? weirdos, i guess.

so ppl out there who think can help me, pls do.i need all the help get. i just hopemaybe i wont get chosen for councillor cos now i realised maybe its alr too much to handle. n im just a weakling(said somebody) n cant get anything quite right.

oh oh, u wanna hear the remarks? quite boring tho.

remarks: maisarah is a conscientious and pleasant pupil(really?i've never thought of myself like that). she has shown leadership qualities and is a commited member of the class.

dear dear i think they've got it quite wrong. im not really pleasant n im not a commited sort of person, ya know? n im i really a leader sort of person? i dunno. lodsa teachers have said that. well then i guess its quite true. n have you guys ever realised that our remarks are like, the same, kind of? its cos teachers cut n paste here n there. no offence teachers. i know, its quite tiring to give remarks to all your students n do other stuff. trust me,i know.

boohoo. gotta go back to hw now. ciao my friends.be sure to eat your dinner tonight. ok, that was random. anyhow, be happy always!

very stressed out

2007-03-14T11:08:00.000-07:00

CAMP, PROJECT, HOMEWORK, CORRECTIONS, FILING?

NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i cannot take it anymore. help. i need help.

im nearly done with hw but projs? havent even started. filing too.

tomorrow is camp. im dead, im totally dead. saturday i was thinking of meeting up with my members but i dont think they're free.

n im like, the leader for so many groups! think im going nuts! pistachios! help!

sniff. i hope i can finish everthing in time. man,i dont think i can be a councillor anymore. is this how u spell councillor? i dunno.
well then i hope at least for tomorrow they wont test rhythms with me. or im minced human meat. gulp!

ohh, the only thing that keeps me going is designing blogskins. shall i show u some? hmmm nah.

well ciao then.

EMO.

2007-03-05T18:44:00.000-08:00

I JUST LOVE GUYS WHO LOOK EMO BUT ARENT. :)

wwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-22T19:45:00.000-08:00

BOO.

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

oooooooooohh, i got Justin T's new Cd n i LLLLLOOOOvve it. its quite nice lahh, futuresex/lovesounds. i like my love the best cos its so sweet. but i also like lovestoned cos i like the rhythm n wordings...n Justin's quite good looking, man...

urghh, todays my auditions n im terribly scared cos i dont know the fingerings n stuff. i guess i gotta practise LIKE CRAZY if i really wanna get thru n go SYF. sigh. well, nvm bout that. keep you posted bout it if i get to go to the internet again.

anw, my bdae was last week! i got loads of hippo stuff(as usual) and TWO cakes! imagine that! chocolate too! n on st v's dae i saw HIM with a rose n wanted to give my rose to HIM but freaked out. i was wonderin who the rose was from or mayb who he is giving it to. he seemed quite happy anw, holding it. i wish with all my heart that he wanted to give it to his mom. :) btw he keeps catching my quick glances at him now(or maybe its just a simple coincidence) so im scared of looking at him now. thanks to marz of course. now that i cant admire him from afar. his hair quite nice anw.

ooohh ooohhh gtg. mdm sri asking us to log out. taaa guys.

hey guys...

2007-01-31T18:52:00.001-08:00

u know, i feel like deleting this blog. i cant access the internet anymore; practically, im banned from using it. but at school for studying purposes is a different story.

anw, theres this guy i like and hes in sec1 this year. im not going to say his name here cos i know many ppl know him n stuff. anw, hes joining my CCA n im rili rili ecstatic. the way he looks at you makes you melt like butter in a hoooottt pan, man.

im like, tinkin bout him 24/7. cant stop tinkin. i sleepin oso i tink bout him. i named my bloster after him. its quite pathetic, i noe, but in the first place, love is pathetic.

im gonna get rili social wif my juniors this yr n especially wif a specific junior. ha-ha. im rili obsessed. n i dunno y but it tink i like younger guys... :) but lemme tell u dat this guy i like is more matured than the guys in my class...

anw, tink i better go now.

afiah is babbling dunno-wats.

2007-01-04T13:01:00.000-08:00

i am in IT class right now and Afiah is babbling dunno-wats.

she is spouting nonsensical crap.

all i got from her crap was 'jeranemo!'

and guess what. i am the vice chairman of my class.

yaay. happiness. joy.

i am now vicey maisy.

yaay. happiness. joy.

bye bye.

yaay

2006-10-23T10:37:00.000-07:00

2MOLO IS HARI RAYA MAH PEEPOOAHS!!!
YIPPPEEEEEYAAYAAAYAAYAAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAAAYAAAAY!!!

hahahaha...can hardly wait to eat again!
and yumyum, lontong, here i come!
and money too!!!

mwahahahahhahersssshhh...

even tho i noe not many peepooahs are coming to my house, im fine with it.

cos then i can eat all the goodies!!! yaaaaayyyy!!!

hahaaaa...im so selfish...geeeheeeheeeh.

btw, my class is going to meet up today at someones house and do the creativity performance thingy.
i cant go.
cos i gotta help around at home...
told zhuo ning alr...
she say its OK...
but she tells me that i HAVE TO GO ON STAGE!
haiyoh haiyoh haiyoh.
so i told her no prob larhh.
actually, im alr used to going on stage.
no problem fer me!
cos i last time act on stage in primary school.
i act like, every month.
and so i became famous! popular!
wow...being popular is great.
everybody noes ur name but u dont noe theirs.
and ppl will smile at you, wave at you, talk with you, and you dont noe who they are.

its totally cool.
haha.

"Let's accentuate the positive."

dadada.

2006-10-22T15:37:00.000-07:00

whoppeee...
my results for EOYs-LOUSY.
ishishish.
so well...
OK...SO HOW NOW?!
i am NEVER, EVER GONNA GET MY DREAM HP NOW!!!
SHIT. i want that phone oh-so-badly.
and i studied oh-so-HARD.
really HARD.
damn HARD.
freekin' HARD.
DAMN IT!
really...im havin a damn bad time now.
FIRST, i get to know that my band trip to Brisbane is CANCELLED!
SECOND, i get hell-lousy results fer my EOYs.
and is it my FAULT?!
well...may be yes and no.
no bcos of my lucky charm-the four-leaved clover-it's stem broke off!
so bye-bye W810i, bye-bye any chance of meeting a cute, hot aussie dude in australia and bye-bye any chance of meeting Levin.
BYE-BYE!
:'(
BYE-BYE world!
it's as if the HELL PEEPOOAHS wished for this...

"A bit of genetics.
A smidge of environment.
A roll of the old dice.
That Lady Luck can be a sour-faced old b**ch."

poohoo.

2006-10-18T14:50:00.000-07:00

erm...this skin i made is kinda ugly.
but im gonna work on another one.
soon.
so, in the meantime, you can just, umm, hang around and tag?
OK, well.
umm, acyually, i think i should have some sort of thingy to divide the blog and sidebar...hmm, waddaya call it? hah, a divider. divider? yah.

anw, i've finished reading three out of five books i borrowed from the library weeks ago.
'Henry Tumour' by Anthony McGowan, 'Bad Kitty' by Michele Jaffe, 'The Last Codfish' by J.D.McNeill, 'Jacob's Ladder' by Brian Keaney and *gulpgulpsirlurp* haha, yah, kinda childish, but...'Agent Arthur's Island Adventure' by Lesley Sims...you know, those sort of Usborne Puzzle Adventure books...i love reading them tho...
i've finished reading 'Henry Tumour', 'Bad Kitty' and of course, 'Agent Arthur's Island Adventure'...geeheehee.
well, i like Henry Tumour the most cos its so weird. i love weird books but i make sure they are still sensible and practical.
im a total book geek, freek, nerd, maniac, etcetera, etcetera.
and i NEED to go to the library to get MORE books.
why cant they let us borrow ten or more books?
books are educational.
books are important.
books are fragile.
books are informative.
books are sacred.
SACRED.
BOOKS ARE SACRED, got that?
well, since i have made my point, i shall take my leave.

[Exuent Maisarah The Book Geek, Freek, Nerd, Maniac, Etcetera, Etcetera]

im weird.

2006-10-14T15:41:00.001-07:00

shucks, this is not working out well as i've planned.
you might be wondering what is not working out as planned?
to tell you the truth, EVERYTHING.
bleeaargh, this totally sux.
really, it does.

first, i suck at love.
second, im not a good family member.
third, im drifting away from my friends.
fourth, i KNOW im not goin to get FANTASTIC results for my EOYs.
fifth, im not sure if im goin to Australia this december or not.
sixth, i dunno whether im getting my new handphone.
seventh, i got more problems than this.
eight, i HAVE TOO MANY PROBLEMS.
ninth, i dunno how to handle THESE problems.
tenth, i think i might hae to visit a counsellor.
eleventh, i dont have the time to go to a cousellor.
twelfth, im hungry and i know im not supposed to say that, let alone think about it.

so, haiyoh, haiyoh, haiyoh.
the only thing making me happy right now is PRINCESS HOURS and I NOT STUPID.

oh yah, peeps, and PLS be hygienic.
gastric flu's goin around.
so many students have caught that disease.
so, pls be careful.

and yeeeesssss!!! 9 more days to Hari Raya Puasa!!!
money, money, money!!! here i come!!! hahahaha.
and it will be time to ask for forgiveness, too.
so, to all, Selamat Hari Raya Dan Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!!!
in advance, that is.

haiyoh. so irritating.

2006-09-30T17:15:00.000-07:00

shiitt. all my pics i put upi cant see.

must upload all over again.

and i have like, what? about twenty pics or less?

i wanna strangle myself.

uurgh, anw, i think i've done really badly fer my two prevoius exams that i just had.

higher malay n english.

it all sux.

now, there are no more multiple choice questions like primaryschool days.

all is report writing, letter writing, and compositions.

haiyahhh.

i told my dad that i dont tink i'll do well tsi year then he say, 'so how bout your walkman phone?'

and i told him i kissed it goodbye(the brochure that i have been bringing along with me evrywhere i go) and id unno why, but i keep bumping into handphone stalls that sell that phone and have a very big ad on it.

*chokechoke, sobsob, strangle-wrangle*

yesterday my whole family celebrated my cousin's bdae, in secret recipe.

i bought her a cute small drawer with a mirror in it from happy house.

i LLOOOOOOOVVVEE happy house. it has sssssssooooo many HIPPOS.

hippo wallets, hippo watches, hippo pencilboxes, hippo bags, hippo plush toys, hippo cushions, hippo photo frames, and *scream!* many more.

i LLLOOOOOOVVE you popiah, fer telling me bout it AND showing me it!!!

well, anw, besides that, i cant wait until fasting month is over!!!

i dont really like hari raya, but i have a feeling that this year's one is going to be a hell of a good one!!!

hehehheh.

OK lah, i go now. bye.

haha

2006-09-17T19:30:00.000-07:00

yay...wat a wonderful week it had been...

on thursday, i went hommeee with my EUPHONIUM.yessshh!!! *punches fist in air* i want my baby home wiff me and she finally is...(i decided i wanted my eupho to be a gurl)

*kiss kiss euphonium* haaaiiissshhh...my baby is now safe and sound wif me at home. haha.

anw, when i was going home wif my mom in the car cuz my eupho is really heavy, and when the car came to a halt cuz the lights were RED, a big pioneer sec bus stopped beside the car. inside were many lil children. and then theres this lil boy, about five, pointing to me and-started making kissing noises! ok, i cant really hear the noises, but, i SAW him making those disgusting "lips shape" at ME. sheesh. yuks. urgh. and i was practically shaking vigorously in the car seat at the back. bleeeaaargh. what are the parents of this particularly corrupted minded boy teaching him? or maybe its the doings of his elder bro or something.

anw, yesterday, me n my family went to this place i really dunno where where there was this satay stall whose owner is my mom's friend. i LLLOOVVE the satay!!! darn shiok!!! anw, when we were in the middle of eating tahu gorengwhich means fried beancurd or something liddat my mom's friend's husband came over and chatted fer awhile wif us. and then, he asked, while pointing to both my sis n i, 'your children?' in malay. and my parents nodded. next question-'both girls?' and i wanted to choke. what kind of a quetion was that? after he left, i asked my mom and she replied me by saying, 'you dress like a boy what.' and so i was thinking, 'oh great. maybe i should get a sex change since so many ppl mistook me as a guy. sheesh.'

well, after that, my dad drove to the nanyang cc cuz a band named episodic was playing there. the band knew my mom cuz my mom was their NO.1 fan. first ever fan to email them. yeah. well, so, they were greta. playing my fave songs, 'its my life' by bon jovi, 'i hate myself for loving you' by joan jett and the blackhearts, 'torn' by natalie imbruglia, and well, all those oldies songs that i love oh-so-much. i realised that i love oldies songs, not modern songs. i mean, yeah, mod songs are OK, but oldies are the BEST. especially Allahyarham P.Ramlee's songs. i love P.Ramlee. he is an icon to me. he's well respected, and the 'Legenda' song Hady Mirza sang was dedicated to him...i love that song a lot. :)

anw, the band oso played a bdae song especially for my dad. how sweet. everybody there, the apeks, nyonyas, and families were singing along. HURRAH for ayah!!! oh yah. all the old folks were so cute dancing along to all the songs they were playing. some babies were practically moving to the groove. how adorable! and speaking of old folks, my family i gonna do some CIP work this month. :D

and well, today for my arab exam, i felt like i was gonna cry. so difficult!!! it was a whole bunch of questions about muzakkar and muannath and blahblahblah...

anw, all those events sum up to a pretty hectic week lar...anw, i saw a phone that i REALLY WANT and its SONY ERICSSON W810i. WALKMAN PHONE!!! i want it so badly larh. i wonder whether i'll get it b4 my australia trip? cuz it has this cool flight mode thingy magingy. i hope i do well fer my EOYs larh. and 2molo's geography common test. *pray pray*

oh yah, and this morning, aff told me this person jumped off her block or something. scary. oh no. im getting scared again. scary.

OK OK. gtg now, byes mah gorgeous horses!!!

blaahhhHH.

2006-09-13T21:20:00.000-07:00

blllleeeaaarrghHHH.

hey mah gorgeous horses out there, howcha doing?

i cant wait until im seventeen.

all the fun starts from that age, for me, that is. i dunno about you guys.

well, todae, i have made an interesting discovery that syarizan MIGHT be opting to go to spore poly for courses. yaaayy!!! like me. i really wanna get into that school. seriously. my whole life depends on it. i hope i get OK OK marks fer my O levels. actually, i shouldnt be thinking of that now. i should think of my EOYs that r COMING SOON TO CINEMAS NEAR YOU. hahass. got that from huiying. bleargh, actually, its kinda lame, but i LLLLOOOORRRVVVE it!!!

anw, few days ago i dreamt about a guy named raphael that i met in spore poly. and he was so nice. met him in the library, where all the geeks go to hang out and READ. read science books, that is. well, i saw a number (an 8 digit one, not a 4 digit one, ppl.) in my dream and it was ona piece of tissue paper that raphael passed to me with his name on the top. i love that dream. it was so cool.

wells, anws, i think i better go now. i have some friends who have other friends by the name of Raphael. better go check it out. i may never know where this is going to. mwahahers.

byes, gorgeouses, nites. sleep tites. dun let the bed bugs bite.

no, no, no.

2006-09-07T18:13:00.000-07:00

im not REALLY suppose to do this, actually.

blogging, i mean.

shit, i feel damn guilty.

anw, i'll make this short and quick.

hmm, waddid i wanna say? (oops, i mean type.)

erm, let's see....

ok. you know what?

just forget it. i cant remember. urgh. i think im catching the memory loss wave from yanah.

blleaarrggh. nvm. i'll blogggg longg after this. like, maybe after EOYs?

iishishh. okey dokey. bye!

the feeling's strange

2006-08-29T21:18:00.001-07:00

heyy. i think i'll stay with this blog fer the rest of my life. 0.o

yes, i know i keep saying that but i really think this blog's the ONE fer me.

anw, today i saw HIM. my friend, shahirah, practically shouted, "isnt that HISNAME?!" and it was within an earshot, man. within HIS earshot or whatever.

and HIS friends earshot too.

well, 2 more days (yaay!) until i get to see all my pretty, lovely, sexy classmatees again. YAAAAYY!!! cant wait.

cant wait to see erm, lets see, dudes who i've talked wif these past few days but nvr did talk to in primary school like jazsley and kenneth.you know, i've just realised you get closer with otherr ppl ONLIINE. hmmm.

im so happyyyyy my mom lemme use her laptop. lurpe u loads, mom. :D

and...guess wat??!!!

my parents say i culd go this yr brisbane, australia band trip IF (there is ALWAYS an IF) i work fer my money, which is $1600!!!

arrrgggghhh. but,at least i getta go. WWWOOOOTTTTSSSS! i LOVE my life. yeeah. uhuh. oh yeah.

*yawn* i still havent do my hw yett. urgh. scared my mom scold. buhbyees, ma luvelies!!!

he's got me lovestoned.

wow.finally.

हह!

ATEST

diego

व्त्फ लह.

quick one

हूट.

im बैक!

EMO.

fergalicious

heyhey

bully

PHOTOS!

HOW?!

DOMOKUN!!!

THE SHARPEST LIVES

SKINS. :)

YAHOO!

POP!

.

HAHA. AGAIN.

PHEW!

in je library!

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wwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys...

afiah is babbling dunno-wats.

yaay

dadada.

poohoo.

im weird.

haiyoh. so irritating.

haha

blaahhhHH.

no, no, no.

the feeling's strange